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    Date / Time : Tuesday, December 15 / 9:41 PM
    im having a tumblr soon fcks.
    click here to read my few new posts.
    link. or dont.
    its up to you guys.



    sensitive season.
    Date / Time : Friday, December 11 / 10:18 PM



    am i drifting in, or am i drifted out? can you guys decide please?
    i feel like i'm far far away now...



    like what deena tweeted. here comes the sensitive season. hoorah..

    threesome
    Date / Time : Wednesday, December 9 / 11:47 PM



    went job hunting with my two bitches. its been a long long time since i last hunt for a part time job. anyways, its was always deena making the first move. and at one point of time, when it was my turn to ask for vacancy, i stammered. i wanted to say, "hi is there any vacancy?". but i ended up saying, "hi is there any ja.. jaa. jacob!". i dont know why. i wasnt really neervous but only that my tongue somehow got twisted. -___-' and even before i could finish my whole sentence, the nyonya said no. knn. then, we went to the next shop, deena approaches the counter. to her surprise, the cashier was crying otp. hahahahahha. macam macam karenah uh. i was laughing my way out of the shop. there are also shops that need only english and chinese speaking. to me, that is super dumb and totally bias. the employed worker herself there cant even speak good english. what's worst, she cant understand "Job Vacancy". stupid. i bet she can only say, "hi, welcome" and "thank you." pfft. but we did managed to fill in forms for a few shops around there.

    oh and i hope i have the effort to go to school tomorrow. pffft!! im in my holiday mood already.


    why are you so defensive? she has nothing to do with you anymore. why do you even care siding her? you even said it in front of me. do you ever thought about how i feel when you said that? it hurts me to the deepest core ...

    bored/random
    Date / Time : Monday, December 7 / 2:45 PM
    Obviously im bored and random by making this video.
    class was boring. felt like not going to school for this last week of the school year but i have to.
    cause i made a stupid bet with haridz that i would come to school earlier than him. -.-
    but anyways, today i won the bet so ya. that was easy. i hope it'll be easier tomorrow, and for the next three more days of school. pfft.


    video





    and get well soon deena!


    sugar rush
    Date / Time : / 12:58 PM
    "Awak, i cant sleep well on saturday because i kept thinking of you. I love you so much. I'm so sorry for hurting you the last moment of that day. I enjoyed every moment with you. even since the first day we met even though we had a lot of hard times. Through all those hard times we began to accept each other well. It's hard at first, but as days go by we love one another so much. Till we were paranoid because we thought that we would play behind each other's back. I just want your eyes, and your mind to be on me. I know i'm selfish. I know you too had that mindset. We've gone through thick and thins together. I know you really well and you know me really well. Its hard for me to let you slip away from me. And my greatest fear is LOSING the one i really love and treasure most. and that is you, Nor 'Atikah Binte Zainal. If i had one wish, my wish is to be with you by my side forever dear. I love you so freaking much awak..."


    -awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. (':

    anyways, its such a bummer i couldnt go home with boyfriend today. he's busy with school project. its okay though. going out with haridz instead then.

    currently in school. and i just melted just talking about jacob black. and to you too haridz, im still choosing jacob no matter what, bitch. (:

    picnic
    Date / Time : Sunday, December 6 / 3:40 PM


    yesterday was a gathering-picnic at ecp. the rain cant stop pouring but still we managed to have our fun and games. after which went to have our dinner at mac. after dinner, they planned to go sheesha at haji lane. but me and bf didnt tag along cause he was too tired. the funny thing is that, eventhough he's that tired, he's able to stayed up late at my house to watch soccer; again. but this time with my dad. i know, my dad macam faham when it comes to soccer and stuff. pfft.

    anyways, i was suppose/invited to go for a friend's brother's wedding ceremony at seranggoon today. and in the evening, i was suppose to meet my darlings. unfortunately i was damn exhausted from idk what. sorry ):


    i miss boyfriend already..... oh and im still choosing jacob black ok mok. just cause of his super awesomely hot body. can? (:

    movie marathon
    Date / Time : Sunday, November 29 / 6:16 PM
    watched indonesian movies online yesterday and i seriously cant stop staring at andhika pratama. Punk In Love, Cacatan Akhir Sekolah and Virgin 2 Bukan Film Porno. Punk in love was hilarious. Cacatan akhir sekolah was okay. the virgin movie was the best. its so depressing. its a good thing though. theres some point where the scene was so freaking sweet, and at some, its so heartbreaking. thanks to boyfriend. he told me to watch that awesome movie.

    after movie marathon-ing, i was suppose to memorise my scripts for today's role play. tests are drawing near too. double shits. my two bitches called me last minute to get our scripts properly done. so went over to dina's place yesterday eveniing. by then, it was already 9:30. we also had time to crap and bitch about stuff. pffft. and whenn i got home, it was already 12. slept around, 1-2? and i woke up late for school today. due to yesterday's late-night-last-minute-project-work. school starts at 8, but i reached at 10. so jarang for me to come to school that late. good girl pe. HAHA. ya right. but it all paid off cause encik alvin said we had done pretty well for our role play. yey!

    last saturday, went out with darlings. fetched fina from her work and off to somerset. wanted to go flea market but it was already closed. or what i thought it had. we then had dinner at far east and went to get my free drink at dr cafe. cookies frappe. freaking nice. kate free. HAHA. met boyfriend and his friends afterwards outside ion. the mat motors then came while i and helina was on the way sending fina and shaff to the mrt station. hung out for awhile, (which was literally awhile) and off home. boyfriend wanted to watch soccer over at my house but i let him eventhough i was already super duper tired. you welcome awak!















    Date / Time : Friday, November 27 / 8:30 PM
    Happy 22nd Monthsarry
    Dearest Ashish.

    ♥♥♥





    -and salam aidiladha to all muslims. (:

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    gamers
    Date / Time : Friday, November 20 / 6:54 PM
    video


    this is what i meant when i said that i cant concentrate in class during cso.
    as usual, ghufran would take my hp like as if it was his, and take videos. almost all of us were playing computer games. cause there are games that you cant resist playing them. like, left4dead, command&conquer, diner dash, cake mania, burger shop, crazy taxi, etc. and of course the ever so famous, solitaire. pfft.
    then, we finally realized that a bunch of us were wearing black jackets/hoodies. what else then to take pictures of us jacket people together.



    the dusty side of the pot room.


    if you realized, ghup's face was so near to the dusty mirror.


    then it happened. his face and hoody's marks on the mirror.
    if you're wondering how it happened, dont bother. haha.
    but damn, that mirror was freakin dusty.






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    monsoon
    Date / Time : Thursday, November 19 / 8:15 AM
    these past few days, it has been raining all the time. be it at night or early in the morning. i hate it that whenever i brought my handy umbrella to school, it'll never rain. but if i didnt, it rains. tsk!

    oh and my BBF found something "intelligent" to do during those rainy season. he wore this plastic bag all the way from school to clementi mrt station. lucky i entertained.


    the past few days, my days has been pretty okay. first time of this year, i finally stepped into marsiling's music room. attended band just to see how it was going. other than that, watched Jennifer's Body, Paranormal Activity and 2012 consecutively. and school, i cant deny that its getting damn slack now compared to term 1. i bet, without the kiddy games that i have been playing in pot room's pc, i think i can do well in my studies. haha. i even transfer those games in my thumbdrive. like the saying goes; once you start, you cant stop. thats how i feel. fun siols. hahahahahahah.


    kay da.



    yessa faizal is out.

    updated
    Date / Time : Monday, November 9 / 8:53 PM

    finally shared blog was updated
    sila kunjungi jika tidak keberatan. (:



    http://loverswho-uncover.blogspot.com/


    oh and my small sister had just made her own facebook. pffft. mentel.
    can find her at Susie Zainal Jadi.
    i know right. Susie? wth. haha.





    lets be open.
    Date / Time : Thursday, November 5 / 9:48 PM
    video

    this is my friend haridz. he aint straight.
    being the irritating interviewer, i ask questions about his views on other guys in our school.
    in the begining, he tried to change topics. so you might need to skip that if you want. but in the end, i managed to make him talk. gay talk. okay la, bi.

    this video came out of the blue; randomly. i made this video while waiting for apishnohnish finish his lessons. apologies to the person who i had mentioned in this video. i mean no harm. no offence okay. again, this is random. (:




    topicless
    Date / Time : Tuesday, November 3 / 7:37 PM
    YUSRA GEMOK MACAM HIPPO!

    just wanna let my 6 year old sister read what im typing. cause she's right beside me now, reading every single word aloud.

    -.-


    thats my fat sister btw. not me.

    anyways, today my bestfriend pushed me on the arm while i was carrying my cup of soya bean. thanks best friend. purposely? yes? cause she was pushing me all the way to the side and act as if she didnt do it on purpose. HAH!
    kay, actually, small matter uh. hahaha. next time push me harder k!





    kay, selamat!

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    ..
    Date / Time : / 12:54 PM
    i hate breaking hearts; but i kept doing it.
    sorry....

    darlings feat emma
    Date / Time : Thursday, October 29 / 5:27 PM
    celebrated daffy's and helina's birthday yesterday. eventhough i was fatigue from school hours and i had my non-stop flu going on, i really enjoyed myself. we played twister but the pictures taken were to explicit to be shown here. but the other pictures will do much of the talking on how i spent my splendid evening with them.


    the two birthday girls.



    emma had cum all over her mouth. lol.








    the "birthday cake". chocolate cake with lots of whipped cream.
    tell you, its finger licking goood even if it looks pathetic to some.


    and the junks we had.











    cant wait till the next gathering. ((:
    which i dont know when. pfft.

    its about time.
    Date / Time : Sunday, October 25 / 10:30 PM


    it's quite a scene right in front of my house right now. i was in my brother's room when i heard a loud 'thud' outside the window. the first thing that came to my mind was that something fell. but when i looked outside the window, the first thing i saw was a motorcylist; lying on the road, trying to get himself up. he was knocked down by a car that was coming out of the multi-storey carpark. i got so excited seeing all the commotion that i ran and told my parents that there was an accident just outside the house. hahaha. yes, im that busybody. cant help it. anyways, its about time already. not being evil. theres always jams outside that multi-storey carpark cause theres always these kiasu people who likes parking their cars along the road near the entrance of the carpark. must sound uh these people. tsk.

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    birthday lagi
    Date / Time : / 6:17 AM


    happiest 19th daffyna!

    ler baru nak 19 dek? hahah jk. happy2 slalu love!
    meet you soon!


    work
    Date / Time : Saturday, October 24 / 5:35 PM

    had sand castle team building at west coast to waste time. seriously its boring. except for that flying fox thing. 5 hours of team building shits and we're off. went to deena's house to get myself clean and change for our meeting at 4:30, tanjong pagar. together with the fews in QB.



    told bf to meet afterwords at 630. but i finally ended my meeting at 730. ):
    went off to clark quay to have a long chat and we're off home by 10.

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    birthday girls
    Date / Time : Thursday, October 22 / 9:56 AM


    Happiest birthday to deena and helina!
    much loves from me. (:


    ♥♥♥♥

    brutal.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 21 / 9:11 PM
    starting from next week, oh in fact, this friday onwards, im gonna be freakin packed with tons of plans. i even tried squeezing in other plans in one day.

    its cause i'll be working everyday starting from next week. yes, including weekends. only for 2 weeks though. will be working as a mystery shopper. its under a legal company.

    also, i have kind of a big project to do with my groupmates. will be organizing a small event at club rainbow for kids for a day. the process makes me even more "busy-er" with fund-raising and stuffs like that. i just hope at the end of the day, i wouldnt be so worn out.

    not forgetting birthdays to celebrate this october. hmmmm..??
    ehem ehem.

    and then, all these will lead to me abandoning my blog, again. nothing new eh?
    kay, i know im getting boring. bye.

    'stealing is fun.' not!
    Date / Time : Saturday, October 17 / 5:13 PM
    here's a story i would wanna share with you readers. a story that my brother told me and my cousins. true story ya. here's how it goes:

    two couples (all of them are my brother's friends) were on a road trip to kl. its a long journey as you all may already know. couple A sits in front, where the boyfriend drives the car and the girlfriend sat next to him. and couple B sat at the passenger seat behind. in the middle of the highway in malaysia, the girlfriend in couple A wanted to shit so badly. she told her boyfriend to stop at some bushes nearby. but the boyfriend disagreed and told her to wait for a few minutes. they then argued. till when her boyfriend cant stand her, he stopped the car at the side where there's bushes for her to shit. her boyfriend accompanied her while couple B stayed in the car. even when the girlfriend was doing her business in the bushes, couple A was still arguing. then, her boyfriend went back to the car to take a big bottle of plain water, a plastic bag and a tissue paper and gave it to her. he then waited for her in the car. after a while the girlfriend came back carrying her shit in the plastic bag with her. her boyfriend asked her why didnt she just throw it in the bushes. she said its not appropriate and she wanted to throw her shit properly in the bin. the boyfriend got mad and said she will not get in the car with the plastic bag. and again, couple A argued for awhile and then finally made a decision. the girlfriend got in the car carrying the plastic bag that has her shit in it hanging outside the window car. not long after, while they were on the road, a motorcylist zoomed past the car and snatched the plastic bag thats filled with shit from her. the motorcylist then drove in front of the car and gave them a thumbs up. all of them in the car was stunt and didnt know how to react to the situation!


    and my brother said, if only he could know the motorcylist's reaction when he opened the plastic bag. yea, i would wanna know too. hahahahahahahahahahah

    moral of the story is, dont be too desperate on stealing anything and everything that you see. i know ris low said 'stealing is fun'. but its not fun when you accidentally stole a bag of shits. hahaha!

    school again
    Date / Time : Tuesday, October 13 / 9:45 PM
    first day of school for the new term was shitty yet kinda interesting. saw shit face and bestfriend. what a day. first day only my uniform kena sambal. naohia.

    finally i got to know my results. im really not satisfied with it eventhough i didnt fail any of my modules. now i have to work hard on the module that encik baey is teaching us. funny, i forgot what's the name of the module he's teaching. of all the 3 modules im having this term, i only remember one. and that is service excellence. whoa well done aty. good memory. (:

    second day was okay.
    only that my other uniform now kena mee siam.
    -__________________-
    oh and i saw shit face again!


    kay da.

    back to bangs
    Date / Time : Wednesday, October 7 / 9:24 PM

    thought of trying something new to my hair. and that is, cutting it short. but being the fickled minded that i am, i couldnt decide. and so in the end i only cut my fringe and layered my hair even more. all thanks to that small scissors that i used in my drawer. im afraid of going to the salon cause i had a couple of bad experiences when i got there to have my hair cut. it always turn out what i did not expect it to be. and that is bad.

    my 2nd borhter's friends came over for raya today, and to my surprise i didnt know that one of his friends was an ex student from marsiling sec. and she's one year younger than me. i dont know her name though but i recognized her well. i only know her cause she's sudiana teng's friend. small small smaaall world.

    recently, i have been going out raya with peeps. eventhough i had laughs, its not the same when i'm out raya-ing wtih my darlings. miss those idiots like hell. going out raya with classmates? haha. im hearing crickets already. they're so quiet during the holidays. anyways, next week school reopens and im yet to check my result online.

    you see, i have trouble logging in to the website. im really sure of my password but i dont know why i have trouble logging in. grrr. frustrating siaa. texted encik baey for an alternate log in password but he's oncourse now. tsk. but i doubt i have good results. i dreamt that i failed one of my module......

    TOUCH WOOD.


    starjumps
    Date / Time : / 5:06 PM



    omg. i laugh everytime i see this. especially that 3rd guy from the right.
    iraq police do star jumps.
    credits to emma. i got this from her.






    yet another (:
    Date / Time : Sunday, September 27 / 11:38 PM


    happy 20th mthsary apishnoshnish!

    despite all my merepekness, you still love me dearly.
    thanks dear.
    much love. ♥♥

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    raya fun
    Date / Time : Thursday, September 24 / 4:55 PM







    first day of hari raya was already hectic. my cousins from kl came down to celebrate hari raya and they stay in for just a couple of days. all of the cousins even my grandparents gather here as early as 10 in the morning. it was fun even the rapid movement around the house; moreover that the new house is now much smaller than before. and the whole house really look like a can of sardines. what makes it more exciting is having little arjuna around the house. wee! (oh arjuna is my little nephew from kl btw.)

    not much pictures were taken cause theres a lot i had to take care of around here. like, clearing up the table and all. maklumlah, my maid is not around anymore. ooh and green packets? dont get me started. i got bunch of it eventhough im already 19, which prolly some may consider a working teen. (but im not yet working la duh.) they said i dont look like one. oh well. nothing new.

    second day of hari raya was house-visiting day. macam convoy-or how do you spell it. theres a car for small kids, 3 cars for adults/grandparents and theres 2 cars for teens. very organized. lol. but the car that i was in has arjuna in. he's exceptional cause he's freakin cute. whenever he wants milk he'll go, "mama tetek!!". hahaha.

    third day of raya, not much of visiting. went house visiting to my mom's side. and its been awhile.

    fourth day. school. pfft! nothing 'raya-related' about that. encik baey told us to attend the mentorship programme again. before this we didnt attend the course. but yesterday, me and deena really pitied him so bad cause he said he wanna give us some goodies after that. free movie tickets to any movie! so baik sia. but yet, i pity him so much. i dont know why. maybe cause we lied to him eventhough he's being nice to us? maybe he sounded pitiful? or maybe its just about his face? lol. 3 hours of mentorship thingy and we're off home.

    waa
    Date / Time : Saturday, September 19 / 8:36 PM
    selamat hari raya!!

    aty ingin menyusun sepuluh jari termasuk la jari2 kaki aty untuk meminta maaf pada sesiapa yang telah tersinggung dengan kata-kata atau perbuatan aty. dan makan, minum harap di halal kan! especially to azhar. nak datang raya, datang kat bangkit block 271. jangan jadi slenge gi marsiling. okay! (:


    plans on going out raya please message me on 9459... eh. not 8152...
    happy hari raya!!

    gaylang
    Date / Time : Wednesday, September 9 / 11:59 PM







    finally exams are over!
    and im having my holidays now. thought that cpa was easier than bev. whatever.

    went geylang to break fast with some of my classmates. plus ashish and ain. we didnt manage to get there and be ready in time. in the end, ate at some coffee shop which i dont really know where. i can easily get lost in geylang really. different story if we're comparing with daniel sobrielo, who is an expert with places in geylang. pffft. after eating, walked around geylang. ghuppy and dollah bought dendengs along the way. and i ate some. (: and i suddenly remembered nanaa when eating dendengs. awww.
    went golden something something to play pool. (told you im not familiar with geylang.) but i left early with boyfriend cause i was getting too tired.

    i've told you readers that im gonna upload a picture of 'aisyah' soon right?
    okay, here you go (:





    love you aisyah~

    time, please slow down.
    Date / Time : Saturday, September 5 / 1:22 PM
    business environment,
    what the hell is wrong with you!!



    i cant get myself to study! and if i do study, i cant get the things i studied in my head. soo much to memorise and i yet cant differentiate between the two modules that im having. what the farc!! having my exams in two days time and im yet to cover one module. theres too much in my head and i cant simply cramp it all in for these two days. see, the result of a last minute study. kids, dont try this at home. it could kill parts of your brain cells. serious shit. okay no.
    ...and i couldnt believe that im blogging. a good example of a "pro" learner. i'll take this few minutes just to blog kay.

    yesterday met darlings!! ate ayam penyet at lucky plaza -.- cause daffy's aunt could reserve us a place for breaking fast. easy job. but sedaaap. cause theres chicken; and keropok to fight for. walked around ion and i got statics almost everytime. ouch. wearing slippers in a cold place isnt a good idea after all. if you get what i mean. after which boyfriend and bom came. after awhile got home with boyfriend, bom and helina in the same bus.

    ok im going back to study now. wish me luck for exams can? i know im gonna flunk but just wish me kay. thanks. hha!



    next next week hari raya uh!!! ((:

    helo miss p.
    Date / Time : Saturday, August 29 / 10:14 PM
    yesterday i was looking forward to breaking fast with boyfriend at town. unfortunately, on that very day, ms P. came unexpectedly. tsk.

    but that didnt stop us. went geylang for a little while to look for boyfriend's baju kurung. and then went off to funan to break fast at kfc. and how could i totally forgot about baybeats that day not until boyfriend told me. pffft. and so, a last minute plan, we went over to esplanade to catch a glimpse of the bands. met haniz, daniel, shaiful, aida and even hairul! (waa. malam2 pakai shades. haha.) got to know great spy experiment is performing later that night; but they were the last band to perform. moreover, boyfriend got school in the morning the next day. awww. ):

    but its ok though. its not like its the end of the world if missed them playing.
    went home by bus and got troubled with boyfriend for some apparent reason. it was heart aching for me to think it all back again but we're fine like we're used to now. cause in the end, he was being super duper sweet. apologies, kisses on my hand, words that could really melt my heart out and a hug. but know what, only a hug can really make me feel that he cared. seriously, thanks dear. appreciated.

    and as for today, cousins living in bukit panjang went over to break fast together in our new house. even my grandparents came over. some family gathering. ya.. ok.
    done for now.



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    19th
    Date / Time : Tuesday, August 25 / 9:20 AM
    first and foremost, happy 19 monthsary dear.
    lysfm, as always. <3


    sorry again for not updating regularly.
    people have been telling me to update but i was just to lazy to even on my laptop. no, not an excuse. i am lazy for real ok. moreover, i had to share the vodafone with my two brothers. that pretty much leads to why im not updating. hah!

    guess what, i got sick and tired of looking at the boxes in my house. there's still boxes laying around. new house is still in a mess and yet to be cleaned. its so ugly.
    and exams are drawing near. 2 papers that im looking forward to are in 2 weeks time. then i'll be done and over with. woohoo! theres too much too learn though even i have only 2 exam papers. hasnah said we should learn the whole module cause everything will be tested. wat duhhell. too much to memorise and too little time. i'll just learn what i can.

    so whats been happening to me lately? same ol same ol. growing an inch everyday.
    and im not contactable for now. bill is not yet paid. nothing new right. so as usual kay, call me when theres something important. and fyi, i hate silent callers. the one when i pick up the phone, and there's no one talking (but you can still here the background). damn irritating. and another one, when my phone rings, and when i answer, the caller rejects the call. this has happened to me a few times recently. if you guys want to assure that im still using that number, why not ask properly? good idea right.
    and as to why im not online in msn these days is cause, yes, im lazy. sorry to those who are looking forward to chatting with me online, like nura 19frets. i just cant get myself to click that msn messenger on the bottom left corner of my laptop screen. ):

    oh ya, and to those who are still lost, im staying at bangkit already. no more woodlands. put that in your cute little tinie winie head kay. (:

    and to darling2 ku, yes, i want to meet you guys tooo!
    daffy, cepat2 habes kan red light kau. buka sama2 ramai2. (:



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    holy month
    Date / Time : Saturday, August 22 / 3:12 AM


    Selamat Berpuasa


    to all muslim friends. (:




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    nyonya nyanyok
    Date / Time : Wednesday, August 19 / 9:29 PM
    i have heard a lot of stories about a nyonya shitting at the grass patch at woodlands interchange. only that i didnt experience it myself for all the time i lived in woodlands. but somehow i got to catch the nyonya peeing at the grass patch that evening and i really couldnt believe it. seriously amazed me in a very bad way that is. the funny part, she (the nyonya) have that very 'rilek' face. its as if she had been doing this for quite a while. i couldnt find my phone in time to video it from the start. only managed to have it in a short video. aaaaah!! nyonya nyanyok!! hahahahha.


    video




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    for the sake of an update.
    Date / Time : / 7:53 PM
    i was being super nice at school so i took pictures with everybody. :D
    well almost.
    took pictures with:


    the metro.


    the kakak.


    the hinguus.


    the heartshape.


    the pehlaki.


    the perangai gemok.


    the matrep.


    the kecik.


    the step cute.




    the end!

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    random
    Date / Time : Wednesday, August 12 / 2:18 PM
    They/We just got nothing better to do.
    presenting ghufran and shaiful.










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    bloody update
    Date / Time : Tuesday, August 11 / 2:03 PM
    just donated my blood today. (((:
    and i recieved a no chicken award. cool or what!




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    flashbacks
    Date / Time : / 9:38 AM



    sorry for the late update.
    currently in school. i was really busy with my real life. with moving and stuff. finally just moved to the new house and its all in a mess. but my room was partially done though.

    friday, 7 august
    it was national day celebration in school. bazaars, games, class decorations and all. my class was involve in the class decoration. it was as if i was back to secondary school, doing all of these stuff. boyfriend came in to help with the decorations cause he got nothing to do. pfft! waited till the results and finally got to know that we won first place! yey! haha. QB is so awesome. won free movie tickets to any movie we wanna watch. nice.

    saturday, 8 august
    the day where i got super duper tired and restless. luckily my new house is on the 2nd floor. made friends with aisyah and invited her in. gave her cat food and water and she gobble it up like theres no tomorrow. uhuh, aisyah is a cat. fat cat. that's what yusra wanted to call her. haha. i'll upload her picture here someday ya.

    sunday, 9 august
    happy national day! aww i was late. but nevertheless, i somehow enjoyed myself eventhough i didnt watch the fireworks that day. went out to meet boyfriend. was otw to marine parade just to eat ljs. when we changed our plans to go boyfriend's aunty's daughter's birthday party at thompson. hoho. helina was there too. and yes i missed her. in fact the whole darlings. anyways, the food there was half amazing. hahah. kay amazing. a strawberry ice cream cake, seaweed chickens, mee soto, pies, fishballs, cocktails, etc. all that party foods uh eh. went off at 7 plus plus. and straight home. cause i wanna watch singapore idol. im not interested in going to watch the fireworks that day cause

    1) for sure its gonna be fckng packed; matreps included.
    2) i have watched fireworks during the previews.
    3) im just too tired to go there.

    luckily boyfriend didnt wanna go there too. like what deena would prolly say, jiwer....!

    monday, 10 august
    a stay-at-home day. just plain lazy to go out today. continued clearing up things at home. went ikea, bought things and back home again. and that day i only ate lontong and maggie only. at night i finally got my proper meal. kay uh. im hungry like hell sia yesterday.


    ok im done blogging. bye.

    apek pulaaaak.
    Date / Time : Friday, July 31 / 6:11 PM



    school was a waste of time today. all the hard work that me, deena and nanaa did today was the last minute project that we had to hand in in 1 hour. and thats it. was released from school at 11am and had 3 hours of break till 2pm where me and deena had to attend a workshop; just to take attendance. anyways, i got no plans today and thats why i attended. in that 3 hours, me deena ghufran and maraaat went cp to have our lunch at banquet. and thats where i made the stupidest mistake. i dared ghufran in eating my kway teow leftovers, mixed with soya bean, green tea, chilli's oil, chicken rice's soup and orange juice. i wanted to add more 'things' to it but im out of 'things' to add. in return, he said i have to buy seaweed shaker at mac for him. and i agreed. so, ghufran managed to eat a spoonful of that. tsk. -.-' i now learnt my lesson ghup.





    "Bilang keluargamu semua, kalau ada apek tua meminta surat khabar, radio atau tv rosak mengetuk pintu rumah mu, jangan buka pintu. Kerana apek itu mengendong hantu tetek China dengannya. Beliau akan menghasut kita menghisap tetek hantu tersebut untuk merasai susu fake china. Jikalau tidak menghisap, hantu tetek itu akan sembunyikan kita dalam tetek nya. susu beliau tidak sedap dan juga bau busuk. tengok lobang pintu sebelum buka. apek itu sudah conquer duxton hill. sekarang tampines."


    HAHAHAHAH. this made me laugh when my mom showed this sms to me. this is funny rather than scary. oh wait, is this suppose to be a joke? hahahaha.


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    boredom in school
    Date / Time : Tuesday, July 28 / 4:20 PM


    If only i didnt turn up for school today. i was merely wasting my time there cause most of my classmates are involve in the nyaa stuff.
    TSK!!! -________________________-"
    and so, i spent my time reading arshanti's blog. (:






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    18th mthsary
    Date / Time : Monday, July 27 / 10:14 AM



    you're where i shed all my tears to. all the answers to my problems. you are my shelter. you're the one who is always there whenever i'm in need of someone. you're like my guiding star that i will never want it to go away. you're the reason why i am still standing strong even without 'them'. you are a defination of what love really means. it's you who i can always confide to. who i can joke around with and be myself. my enemy, brother, bestfriend, boyfriend; everything.
    and that's the reason why it's hard for me to let you go that easily.


    Happy 18th month dearest.
    i love you endlessly.




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    incident yang sungguh 'memelikkan'.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 22 / 8:25 PM
    let me share you some slight yet creepy incident that happened this evening.
    boyfriend fetched me as usual after school today. we took 173 followed by 178. cause i wanted to go to old transit at marsiling. and so, we were already in 178. boyfriend fell asleep on my shoulder. and as i was about to close my eyes, i realized the bus driver was looking at the rear mirror, looking at the passengers. cause there was a bell indicating that someone wants to alight at the coming stop. we were 2 stops away from the kranji war memorial at that moment. so when the bus stops, nobody alighted. the bus driver then looked to his back, looking at the passengers. and then, the bus continued its journey. a few minutes later, another bell was heard. this time, i realized that the light that shows, 'Bus Stopping' is not lighted. so does the previous one. and again, nobody alighted. me, being the witnessed as i was sitting right at the back. i didnt see anybody reaching out for the bell either. this tme, the bus driver got out of his seat and asked if anybody had pressed the bells. but no one had pressed it. from the look of ths bus driver's face, he was obviously fed up/or maybe scared? haha.
    me? i was already creeping out. when i finally realized the bell sounded "teet!" instead of "ding dong!". and that "teet" sound were only for that 2 mysterious stops.

    CREEEEPY RIGHHT!!! i know. kay da.

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    hobby kite
    Date / Time : Monday, July 20 / 9:07 PM
    she emerges from nowhere...


    she then slowly approaches...

    and finally reaches to me, just to make dumb faces; with me.
    lol. luckily i entertained her.



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    aku mmg kakak kau. bodo.
    Date / Time : Sunday, July 19 / 8:26 PM


    the other day, i was on my way to meet boyfriend at fajar lrt when a chinese guy, around 17 i think, asked me if i could buy for him a cigg. so i bought for him at a nearby mamak shop. as usual, the mamak asked for an ic. i showed it to him and he was so unsure about it cause he was comparing from my look now and my ic picture. after he finally hand me the cigg and had just wasted my time, i gave the cigg to that chinese guy.

    here comes the annoying bit. after giving the cigg to the guy, i passed a few malay zhenghua sec students, hanging around the void deck. then suddenly, one of the 'still-underage' boy called out, "kak, kak! oh kak!". i got so irritated and i turned to him. then he said, "sorry eh. paisey. kau bukan kakak aku."
    what the fuc?? -_______- biadap nye anak. he left me having no mood for about what, 30 minutes? thanks eh adek!
    anyways, got to look at the new house and it's progressing well. the master's toilet is half done and it's already looking fab. cant wait till its all done.

    and yesterday, was awesome as usual; with boyfriend. wanted to shop but i just couldnt decide what to buy. in the end, we watched the fireworks. oooh! and i think i saw kb during that ndp preview. confirm he'll get alot of money to belanja me instead. :B



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    seeck.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 15 / 6:35 PM


    ey look, i also can pout laaa.

    boyfriend sent me to school today then he went off to gym. it was already 910 when i finally reached school. eventhough class has already started, which was at 9, i went to put my bag in my class and went down to the canteen to have my breakfast. not only me but a handful of my classmates did the same. yes, despite the nags we had from hasnah about late comers. i felt even more pity for hasnah when no one gives a fck about her naggings. almost the whole class eh. hahah. kesiaaaan hasnah. sorry kay. i'll try not to be hungry next time. not a promise though.

    school was as per normal today. learnt about flashmobs. it was kinda cool when mr alex showed us a video about it eventhough it got nothing to do with what we were studying. there are so many types of flashmobs. it was wierd for me. but somehow or another, i find it kinda cool. they dispersed and acted like they didnt know what just happened. lol. thats the wierd bit. wanna know what it really is? go youtube, and search flashmob. easy? kay.

    anyways, got home quite early than usual today. boyfriend fetched me from school again. i can see he's super worn out and he still denies it. tsk. told him to skip his theory and rest at home instead. and as for me, flu is still by my side. since yesterday. in fact, 2 of my cousins, plus yusra, is down with a fever. polyclinic was an ass. fck hell loads of people are sick. talking about sick, i got to know that one of the student from my class next door was suspected of a H1N1 flu. and they got 'LOA'. good riiight. i mean getting 'LOA'.
    ape kate kite self-quarantine nak deena, nana? hahahahahah.



    kay, im coughing like nobody's business now.
    till here.

    those were the days.
    Date / Time : Sunday, July 12 / 12:00 PM
    we cousins were laughing at our old photos when my uncle showed them to us in the computer. it was so memorable. we were like back to yesterday, flashing back the old times, laughing on our old nerdy pictures. hahah. let me show some of them here. the most 'slengest' is so private-and-confidential kay. (:

    laugh all you want. cause i had mine already.

    aty is the botak one.


    the white shirt.


    the 'on-your-right' one.


    obviously the purple one.


    the curly one.


    white.


    the mentel one?


    the short hair.


    the middle one.




    uh-huh. i change my hairstyle alot.

    yusra's birthday
    Date / Time : Saturday, July 11 / 6:57 PM
    screaming small kids running around the house. it feels like my head is gonna burst in a few seconds. their screaming their lungs out and i mean seriously loud eh. they are even screaming right to one another's faces. and that's only their normal conversation. fierce right. its yusra's birthday today. and that's prolly the reason why. more kids like her. besides celebrating this gemok's birthday, my maid is going home tomorrow. sad? yes! cause i have to do all the house work now! kay uh, partially true. she had been with us for almost 5 years. and she's so far the closest maid to our family compared to the other maids that we previously had. sending her to the airport tomorrow with the whole family for our last goodbyes.

    now meet my nephew, dazril. short video. fav part: his smile. cute much!

    video

    back.
    Date / Time : Friday, July 10 / 6:30 PM
    sorry for my abandoned blog.
    i had gone through tones of shits and happiness for the past few days. not that many shits though. and so, i just got home from school. was damn tired walking around jurong point trying to find yusra's birthday present. her birthday is tomorrow. followed by my brother, this coming monday. but finally, with the help of deena, i got my present for her. yey.

    well, that was after school. during school was even much better. cause me and deena get to skip lessons. all thanks to nanaa for having brutally painful cramps. hahah. sorry, didnt mean to be rude here. (: but i didnt know helping people could be so much fun. moreover when you get to skip lessons and accompany your friend in the sick bay. and mdm hasnah was being super caring and sweet for applying ointment on nanaa's tummy and making nanaa a hot milo, which then we realized its coffee. -.- we then stayed there till 12 and we're off.

    dead random videos you shouldnt watch. no, really.






    oh and happy 18th birthday to hairul class monitor aku!
    birthday cake sedap uh.

    botans.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 1 / 9:49 AM

    had an "ema-outing" on monday. planned to go marina barrage for kite flying. but we had a change of plan and went botanic to have picnic instead. and that sambal i ate was super licking nice. credits to cik maimunah. (ema's mom.)

    i found out that i got so lazy to update m blog these days. pfft. anyways, got back my repaired lappy. and ooh, my msn's gone. that explains why im so 'jarang' on msn. photoshop, photoscape; all uh, gone. pupus. menghilang entah ke mana.

    and btw, can i say i miss school? cause i found out that my holidays are plain boring.

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    shocker
    Date / Time : Friday, June 26 / 1:52 PM
    it's a shocker for me that michael jackson is dead due to heart failure. im not a fan but i didnt expect him to be dead so soon. not only me but in fact the whole world? everybody are talking about it right now. he was an icon. even farah fawcett is dead cause she had cancer. the charlie's angel classic star. how i know these, cause i watch the news just this morning. semangat kebabian right. cause i wanna know how, when, why. that's what the news are for. haaah.


    ooh! boyfriend got home sooner than i expected! ^^ i was with my darlings at woodlands when i recieved a msg from him yesterday night. and on that very night, i met him at fajar cause i cant wait to meet him any longer. i missed him so much! like how i missed eating vadeh. pffft. but i got to eat vadeh on that night too. all thanks to woodlands' pasar malam.


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    life.
    Date / Time : Wednesday, June 24 / 5:50 PM
    what does life is all about to you? well, for me, life is a wonderful piece of art work, that is god's creation. it's just a matter of how you appreciate your life with the wonderful people around you that will always stand by your side through all the major ups and downs in your life. these people around are the best thing that was given to us to add in some spice towards leading a wonderful and meaningful life in this temporary world. family and friends is like the most important person for me. without them, this life would be filled with nothing but emptiness. as for friends, true friends will always be there for you no matter how busy their life could be. some friends are worth to be treasured in your life but some are not. there are friends that will stab you right at the back some day though they have been putting up a good act that makes you eat up all those sweet words they have said. i mean literally stab you, it's not stabbing your back with a knife or something. that will just lead their butts to prison. well, this is life. it's full of different people with different perception and goals in life. though there may be some people with common thoughts but at the end of the day, there are always differences. that's why there's always a disagreements in life. but what ever it is, let's enjoy this life wonderfully and meaningfully so that we can be a better person and feel good of ourself. life is very short i shall say. there are people leaving this world at my age. i can be leaving soon too but just that we won't know when will our time comes. come on everyone, let's party! enjoy the life we have now. :)



    an extract i took from shaiful's blog. sorry shaiful but it somehow relate to my life right now. credits to him. very meaningful. thanks.
    i'll just enjoy what i have now. i bet boyfriend knows what i mean.



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